preference

Being nervous while meeting our crush is very human
but If I could choose,I wouldn't choose to be human

my big future plan

I'm a dreamy dreamy boy who likes to dream about my future succesful life (caelaaaah)

and I'd like to post it purposing to motivate myself to fulfill my dreams



1.After graduating highschool,I'm gonna attend Bandung's Institute of Technology academy of Fine Arts and take Visual Communication Design as my major
2.During my study,I will continue my project with my brainstorming friend mr.b' which has been postponed caused by the hella' SMAK5's hecticness(only If he won't have the same hecticness in SMU,Singapore.But i'll find another art and business understanding one,if necessary).
3.(also) during my study I also want to make money from my music talent.I hope that I will be in a jazz band as a vocalist.
4.After graduating my study with cum laude(haha),I will attend Industrial Economics in ITB or Arts Management in NAFA(If I'm rich enough with my business hahaha) and keep my business running.
5.After graduating from ITB or (hopefully)NAFA,I will make my business more well-organized with all the lessons that I will have got.And I will look for some workers to be in my ******* company(sorry for censorning,I don't let people to follow my plan hihi).
6.And I'll look for the perfect partner for me who understands my artsy life *wink*
7.We'll live in a rent house or flat until I'll have much more money to buy my dream house.
8.After having two cute lil kids,I will buy/build a house in Dago Pakar,Bandung with the view of Bandung itself.
9.And I live happily ever after as a graphic designer,employer,and jazz vocalist/musician.In addition,I also will help my pinky friend ms.penny in doing the layout for her fashion magz(that's her dream LOL).




tee hee dreaming about my future is always fun
KEEP ON DREAMING BOY!

loosing my skill

ARGH

why why why should be like this?

whe I'm learning photography deeper with the colour retouching stuff

I get my skill in designing lost!

some of them disappear when I try to design again

I got my brain blank and nothing to do


argh argh gimme back my designing skills

....

hoam I'm itty bitty sleepy rite now
but can't stand my hand to blogging
so here I share my previous days

Saturday,9 August
hmm my VG won TFC(Teens For Christ) VG competition,and we were happy enough for hitting the 2nd top
and thanks thanks God for the money.YEAH YEAH WAIT ME NEW LENSE !

Monday,10 August
I was quite enthusastic because me w/ some folks planned to go to my pinky momma's church (o2).
And yeah for the second time I felt so empowered,encouraged,and fortunately "refreshed"(for seeing many hot chicks and young young girls with mature looks,ah sweating haha).and what I got is : "You're wrong to say that freedom is doing anything you want without boundaries and authorities,you do need them to feel the 'real' freedom".After that we ate out at HK Cafe with awesome interior design and high price(for highschool kids) foods.





well,maybe I'm not like the other kids who can often post and tell how fun was their late nite hanging out,how happening was the niteclub,how cool is the newest mall,how crazy did alcohol get them under the influences,how nice are their sacks of new fancy clothes.I seldom(okay,not really often) have those thingy.But for these days,I feel so rich.I'm aware about having good friends who affect me much.About having my talkative parents who make me maturer and more independent(or at least not always depend on anyone).About having talents which is not everyone has(especially for kiddos who always say that I'm just good at singing but dumb at anything else,watch your mouth and see).About having the 'real' life.I feel rich inside,and now I'm enriching myself day by day with everything that makes me a high qualified person.I'm effin' happy for my life,for my world.









aaaaaaaaaa pardon this pointless posting

Heath Ledger

The one who has caught people eyes for these days in "The Dark Knight"
His character as Joker is terrific,his acting is the bomb
and even he got people attention more than that "Dark Knight"
everyone is like being his fans for these days (and perhaps for a longer term)



and I just knew that drug overdose killed him in January 2008



And this thing got me wondering
that what I watched in "The Dark night" was a wonderful actor who has been dead
yeah maybe you've known this thing and blame me as a sooo basi person,but whatevaaa
I will make an artwork about the Joker's Face,I swear







:D

fail and succed

do'oh
finally I have time to blog-write
because now at 10:00 pm I'm sitting my ass in front of my computer
and do nothing more than browsing without any purpose
actually I want to share about my days in HK
( which has been sooo basi dan gw ud ga mood ceritanye )
tapi karena hati ini bergejolak dan terbeban klo ga share tentang hari-hari liburan gw
jadi gw post-post foto aje dah (tapi kapan-kapan) *setan malas tersenyum di pundak sebelah kanan*
Jd inti gw nulis blog sekarang ini adalah
gw mw menceritakan membeberkan dan meng-ekspos skandal seks cinta laura
ehem.. sebenernya gw mw membeberkan my holiday list dan berhasil atau tidaknya dijalanin

1.I want to make my own art blog ( or simply called portfolio ).

2.I want to have photo session with my friends.

3.I want to record my voice instantly at wannaB.

4.I want to beg my parents to buy me a new lense for my camera.

5.I want to take a one-week-non-stop web-designing course

6.I want to have a foreign trip.

7.I want to loose my weight (hahaha).

8.I want to make some tie-dye tees to sell out,so I can earn some oney in holiday.

9.I want to change my exaggerated nerd glasses,with the simple one.

10.I want a great class at school,with cool AC,fun classmates,and not-too-strict headteacher.

and the list went like this

1.I felt so bored that made me lazy to do anything that also made me lazy to make a new blog.

FAILED

2.Actually this thingy had almost been realised,took place in Ancol but with some reasons I failed to do it.And guess what,til the holiday ended I hadn't had any.

FAILED

3.No driver,no driving permission,no one have time to take me there.Geez,I think you know what happened next.

FAILED

4.Thanks God for this,My dad and mom bought it for me and even the more expensive one.what a parents' love.

SUCCEDED

5."You have no enough time"said my father.

FAILED

6.Yeah yeah yeahs,It was realized.Like you know.I went to HK and and Shenzhen for the very first time.

SUCCEDED

7.I always want to do it like over and over,but I'm always srewed up with loosing my weight.fuck it off.

FAILED (for the 1000th round)

8.I failed again and again.Many obstacles faced my holiday,Like I couldn't register Kaskus and I didn't have time to go to Mayestik to buy some wantex.

FAILED

9.Without looking for it in Melawai again.I just changed my wayfarer sungaless lenses into the transparent and near-sighted ones.But suck it that it hurts my ears and makes some scuff.anyhow,it's cool hahaha

SUCCEDED (with some sacrifice such as some scuff)

10.I got a half of my new classmates fun.And I also got a quite nice headteacher.But guess what,this class has 2 "warm" AC.It tremendously screws me up,because AC has been made my days since I was an orok.And my headteacher said that it's been a problem for this class since years ago but my school's foundation never been care to change it.*sigh*

SUCCEDED (with forced feeling)



So those are my holiday list with most of them failed hahaha




How's yours?

4 days ago

I've been in Jakarta since 4 days ago
And til now I'm not in the mood writing this shitty blog
so my trip and photos will be posted later









for my crazy business-mate b'
GIMANA MEE AND RACLE KITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
TITIK KEMALASAN GW SUDAH TO THE MAX HUAHUA